I'm not super thrilled about putting these pictures on my blog, but I know I would be mad if I didn't take some pictures along the journey to remember how I looked and the progress of Cameron's growth! I found out I was pregnant September '08...I wasn't feeling really well most mornings and I was getting up really early to be to work at the Elementary school, but I didn't really think I was pregnant. Finally one morning after throwing up my breakfast I decided to get a pregnancy test. I stopped at a Dan's in-between jobs. After my job at Rose Park Elementary I would go to my old job at the University of Utah's Department of Psychiatry and run a group. Anyway, I was dying to know but waited until I got home from group. My mom, dad and Jeremy were waiting for me to eat dinner...I hurried to the bathroom and did my thing on the stick. It was positive...I was in shock! I went out and ate dinner and decided to wait a few days and take another test. Well, 3 tests later I figured "I guess I could be pregnant..." I told Jeremy that weekend and he was super excited. I think I was still in denial, until several months later (January 22nd) when we saw the ultrasound and found out we were having a boy. However, because I didn't start showing until 6 months I was still in a little bit of denial :)

7 months pregnant

I stopped working by November and have had some free time on my hands. It's been nice to be able to relax and go to lunch with my mom and sisters. I've had several colds that won't go away...which have caused me to not be able to breathe too well and created some weird claustrophobia/anxiety problems for me. There are some nights I just don't sleep at all. One night my mom stayed up with me baking all night because I couldn't sleep and was so anxious...we stayed up until like 2 am making cake and cookies :) Thanks mom!! My mom keeps telling me she "can't wait to get her hands on Cameron and kiss his skin off." I hope I don't have to call DCFS on my own mom :)


6 months pregnant

Oh man....this picture is of my arm tag I got at the ER....not a fun day! It started of Saturday morning at about 4 am. I woke up screaming in pain with the worst calf cramp I've ever had in my life. It wouldn't go away and my whole leg was contorted with my toes even cramping! Jeremy woke up wondering what the heck was going on. he tried to straighten my leg for me but nothing was helping. Finally about 1/2 hour later the major pain stopped and was just a regular mild painful cramp. I never fell back asleep though. All Saturday I could barely walk, I couldn't touch my calf, it was hot and started swelling by the end of the day. My nice mom massaged my leg and put heat on it, but nothing helped. She started to worry that it could be a blood clot, but I didn't want to go to the doctor. Sunday I was in charge of the primary sharing time and had spent a lot of time getting it ready so I had to go...the only problem is I could barely walk. I went, did the sharing time and left right after to go to urgent care. What a joke...I thought I was on Candid Camera for sure! I've never seen a worse doctor in my life, I don't know what school he graduated from but I'm pretty sure it was like vet school or something because he had no clue about humans! He was disheveled looking and was reading a book when he came in. The first question he asked me was if I was on any medications like birth control or anything. I sarcastically said, "hmmm...actually I'm pregnant, guess birth control didn't work so well." He felt stupid and quickly moved on to take the pulse in my ANKLE!! After staring at the floor for 5 minutes while taking my pulse he asked what I do for a living. I explained I was a Social Worker and did therapy. He said "oh...so in your opinion what do you think is wrong with you?" I felt like saying, "well right now I would diagnosis myself as homocidal and diagnosis you as an idiot!" I refrained and instead said, "I think I might have a blood clot." He quickly agreed and said "yup I would say there's a 75 to 90% chance you have a blood clot...we don't treat those here...in fact the girl at the front should have told you that, but she doesn't know anything she just graduated from high school...if I were you I would go immediately to the emergency room because we don't have any equipment here, everything we have is old and crappy." I kept waiting for the crew from Punk'd to jump out and say Ha Ha we got you! So, we left there and went to the ER. Luckily it was Super Bowl Sunday so the ER wasn't too busy. They finally took us back in a room and then wheeled me off for an unltrasound. I came back to the room and waited with Jeremy...he informed me he was missing a really good basketball game that he had been watching in the waiting room (probabaly something he regrets saying now, but at the time it seemed like an ok thing to say to your pregnant wife who's sitting in the ER freaking out that she has a blood clot and her leg is hot and swollen!) Luckily 3 hours later we were able to leave the hospital, the doctor determined it wasn't a blood clot, I just had a horrible charlie horse that tore my calf muscle! YIKES! it took about 2 weeks to heal back to normal. Just one of the joys of being pregnant :) Everyone was at my sister's house for a Super Bowl Party, so we drove over there and made it there by half time. Two weeks later I went to the doctor because I had these enormous bumps all over my tounge and it hurt to eat or swallow. They did a strep test, which came back negative...they had no idea what it was and told me there really wasn't anything I could take being pregnant. I waited it out and about a month later they went away. Weird things happen when your pregnant. Now I completely understand why there are some families with only one child in this world...I used to think it was sad, but we might be one of those families!
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This is the first item I bought...its a Ralph Lauren diaper bag! I bought it about 2 months after I found out I was pregnant. Jeremy thought it was funny that I bought something so soon...he wanted to take a picture so we would remember the first item I bought.

I couldn't resist these tiny polo shoes! I bought them before we knew what we were having, but I had felt from the begining we were having a boy. People say it's a mother's intuition...who knows what it was, but I guessed right. Anyway, I can't resist polo clothes, especially little kid clothes! Cameron is going to be a very well dressed kid, he already has a wardrobe of Ralph Lauren! I did buy one Tommy Hilfiger outfit for Jeremy's sake...I figured I would let him represent one outfit :)